Good Evening Humble Readers...
So, infertile math...
it's kind of like girl math...
You know... where you can have an extra helping of dessert because you had a salad for dinner? Or because you saved big time on that super cute handbag/pair of shoes/sweater, you can justify the purchase of those adorable earrings.
Infertile math... if I O'd on this date, then the earliest I could expect AF is that date. And if my temps don't start to drop by 12dpo, then I'll let my self start to hope. If my phantom symptoms are an 8 or higher on the intensity scale, then I'll let myself think about testing.
So, with that in mind...
If I'm correct, and I did O on CD14, then AF should be here by Sunday. But, if by some suspension of reality, and if Fertility Friend is correct that I O'd on CD17 (never o'd that late in the two years I've been charting), then I'm really only 9dpo today, and AF won't be here until Wednesday.
Confused yet? I know that I am, but I'm dyslexic so that might explain it.
I am going to hold on to hope. Maybe this morning's bfn was accurate. Maybe it wasn't. I know it's not truly over until AF shows her ugly face.
I don't mean to sound like a broken record, but my b00bs are really killing me. The cramps I had this morning twinged themselves out without really developing into anything at all. No spotting and the little bit of a lower backache I had this morning faded before I even left for work. I have been hungrier than normal, but as soon as I start to eat I feel very full and can't bring myself to eat much.
But... (everyone join in on the chorus now!)
I know it's probably all in my head.
there are many kinds of infertile math! when the baby would be born, when you'd find out you were pregnant, etc.
ReplyDeleteGood luck!
I never was a big fan of math, ;)
ReplyDeleteHere's hoping that FF is correct. I've had late O before. The cycle I get pg, I was actually 3 days early, so who knows what can happen. You definitely have the symptoms you're used to going crazy over. So I'll hold your hand and give you a hug and hope that you get past Sunday with no sign of the witch. Aiming for a happy result next week.