Thursday, April 23, 2009

Where did that hope go?

So, I was looking back at my posts from the last couple of weeks and I was really hopeful not all that long ago.

I know I wasn't truly expecting much for this cycle, what with the HSG so close to O-time. But I am now getting all my usual pre-AF symptoms and some faint spotting has me convinced that there isn't a New Year's baby in my future.

Maybe it's because it's so ridiculously cold outside...

Maybe it's because I had to be at work at 7am today and I'll have to be there at 7am again tomorrow...

Maybe it's because I'm sick of hockey playoffs...

Maybe I'm sick of waiting...

Maybe I'm sick of wishing...
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14 comments :

  1. wineandroastsApril 23, 2009 at 8:25 PM

    It's the hockey. Definitely the hockey. So just hang in there - the Cup is only 60 days away. :o)

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  2. FrauApril 23, 2009 at 8:25 PM

    I hate the waiting too. But I'll say this for the cold - it makes the drug side effects less noticeable.

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  3. bunnyApril 24, 2009 at 6:19 AM

    wishing and waiting. that really sums it up. maybe some warm weather will come your way soon-- a little daffodil or two does a lot to lift spirits and bring back hope.

    take care!

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  4. SerendipityApril 24, 2009 at 6:24 AM

    I blame everything on the weather so it's got to be the cold. I really hope the wishing and waiting brings good results for you

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  5. AnonymousApril 24, 2009 at 10:19 AM

    Ugh. So sick of waiting and wishing.

    Thank you so much for stopping by my blog and for your supportive comment!

    ICLW

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  6. EveApril 24, 2009 at 11:42 AM

    I sooooo hear you on the hope drought. Hope swells and peaks for me around CD 12, then hope become deseperation, and then (at least with each BFN) hope becomes sadness and quickly cynacism.

    I don't know, I sometimes think hope is overrated.

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  7. HillaryApril 24, 2009 at 2:14 PM

    Hope can come and go so easily!! The waiting and waiting sure doesn't help. I hope there could still be a New Year's baby in your future (your blogging friends can hope on your behalf)!

    ICLW

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  8. Mr. ShelbyApril 24, 2009 at 3:14 PM

    Waiting is a constant theme for us IF'ers. Here's hoping that yours goes quickly.

    Good luck and I'll be crossing my fingers for you.

    Mr. Shelby (from iclw)

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  9. CaraApril 24, 2009 at 5:11 PM

    Ick - hockey - yup that must be it.

    Hoping hope returns for you..and the sun too!

    iclw

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  10. AlanaApril 24, 2009 at 5:44 PM

    My fav team (Columbus Blue Jackets) are out of the playoffs after last night...and what a game it was! SO sorry you don't enjoy it. Ice hockey is the only sport I actually like watching.

    Hang in there...hope your wait time flies by. :)

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  11. AnonymousApril 24, 2009 at 8:09 PM

    i too am sick of waiting and wishing... and hockey playoffs too, does hockey season ever end???

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  12. Mama BearApril 24, 2009 at 8:41 PM

    oh the wait can just stink!!! hang in there sweetie!!!!

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  13. NinaApril 24, 2009 at 8:48 PM

    Oh, honey, I soo understand. Waiting/wishing are dirty words now.

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  14. ..alApril 25, 2009 at 4:31 AM

    Waiting without a guarantee of being answered is the worst thing of AF. Good Luck!


    *ICLW*

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