Thursday, April 1, 2010

Emily Hope

Humble Readers,

I've been sitting here staring at a blank screen for a half hour.  What to say about today? 

If Emily Hope would have been born on her EDD, she would have been a year old today.  The hurt isn't as sharp as it was a year ago, but it's still very much there.  Like being poked in the side with a pool cue rather than a knife.  It's not going to kill me, but...

For whatever reason, I don't have a mental image of her, like I do for Olivia.  Sometimes, I try to think about what she would have looked like, but nothing ever comes to mind.  I don't feel bad about that, but I wish I had an image to hold in my heart. 

I miss my angel girl. 

*sigh*

4 comments :

  1. Sending love to both your angels in heaven, dear.

    I read through your previous posts as well, and learnt the beta numbers....it looks like you have a singleton on board.

    All the best to you and Bubba....Sending you lots of good wishes.

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  2. Lots of Hugs and thoughts your way! xo

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  3. {{{Hugs}}} and love coming your way.

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  4. Hugs and prayers in memory of your sweet girl!

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