Humble Readers,
I've been sitting here staring at a blank screen for a half hour. What to say about today?
If Emily Hope would have been born on her EDD, she would have been a year old today. The hurt isn't as sharp as it was a year ago, but it's still very much there. Like being poked in the side with a pool cue rather than a knife. It's not going to kill me, but...
For whatever reason, I don't have a mental image of her, like I do for Olivia. Sometimes, I try to think about what she would have looked like, but nothing ever comes to mind. I don't feel bad about that, but I wish I had an image to hold in my heart.
I miss my angel girl.
*sigh*
While I might not be a hobbit genetically, I do believe that I am one culturally. A homebody at heart, with a fear of (but slight craving for) adventure, who values simple things like good food, good books, and good friends. Chronicling the journey of the unlikely pairing of a Hobbit and an Ent, who have travelled down the road through infertility & RPL, toward building our family. We've come a long way, and now with two precious wee-lings in tow, our road goes ever on and on...
Sending love to both your angels in heaven, dear.
ReplyDeleteI read through your previous posts as well, and learnt the beta numbers....it looks like you have a singleton on board.
All the best to you and Bubba....Sending you lots of good wishes.
Lots of Hugs and thoughts your way! xo
ReplyDelete{{{Hugs}}} and love coming your way.
ReplyDeleteHugs and prayers in memory of your sweet girl!
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